Us In One (Depression) by HurricaneStrike, literature
Literature
Us In One (Depression)
Ever have those moments?
You know,
The ones where you just stare,
Just intensely gazing at that blank paper?
Sometimes you think of what to write,
Other times you just distract yourself,
Pretending to think of words,
The words that never come.
You sometimes can't come back,
Even when your friend yells for you to come,
You just can't come out...
You don't want to come out sometimes.
There are times when it calms you,
When even though your heart aches,
It calms you for some reason.
A place in your mind that shuts off the rest.
Nothing you do stops it,
But nothing you do keeps it either.
It is just something that goes by,
Something that
Don't Trust My Eyes by HurricaneStrike, literature
Literature
Don't Trust My Eyes
Don't Trust Eyes That Have Seen The Light,
Don't Trust Eyes That See No Light At All,
Don't Trust The Lies Nightmares Tell,
Don't Trust The Eyes,
My Eyes,
That Have Seen Both The Light And The Dark,
All The Same,
All Together,
Inside That Not So Well Lit Room
~DeathDC
Life brings death,
Death brings pain,
These words i think.
As i draw my last breath,
And everyones mad,
With this Solemn Rain
~Anthony J.~ one of my bestest friends ever
Bittersweet : Jahvie Fanfic ch.1 by Lovethefallen, literature
Literature
Bittersweet : Jahvie Fanfic ch.1
***Garret's P.O.V***
Today was my first day at school. I hoped that people wouldn't think to weird of me. I was like, the sceniest dude you could ever meet. I had size 2 gages, which were huge. I had bleach blonde hair with a black stripe in the middle. My bangs were like, radical, and I had snake bites, a nose peircing, and like 10 ear peircings.
Today I was wearing black leather skinny jeans, a black and white striped tank-top, chain necklaces, and a bunch of rings. I had on goth boots up to my knees, and a studded belt that matched my studded bracelets.
I. Looked. Fucking. Scene. As. Shit!
The bus honked its horn outside my house, and I
"Andy... I..."
I felt my breath catch as Jayy's eyes met mine, and a small smile formed at the corner of his lips, "I love you." the crowd screamed as I sighed in relief and flung myself at him, wrapping my arms around his neck and smashing our lips together.
"I love you too Jayy." I said once we broke the kiss, then turned to the crowd and shouted, "AND I LOVE YOU BVB ARMY!"
- - -
"If you ever break up with me again, I might have to kill you." Jayy said wile we were curled up together in my bunk.
"Don't worry. If I'm ever stupid enough to break up with you, I'll kill myself." I replied jokingly, but frowned when I felt Jayy flinch.
"Pl
"You... Love me?" I asked in shock.
Jake looked away and nodded, "And seeing you with Jayy just sorta... I dunno. I just snapped." he shrugged one shoulder, "But you need to work things out with Jayy. I can see how much you love each other and, well," he looked at me and smiled meekly, "There's other fish in the sea for me."
I nodded and pulled him into a hug, "Thanks Jake. And good luck finding someone else."
He nodded, "No problem. And thanks."
- - -
I nervously chewed on my lip ring as we waited to go on stage. I glanced over at Jayy, who was doing his vocal warm-up, then sighed and looked down at my hands.
"Are you really ok with do
Two days passed and I hadn't even gotten out of my bunk. I felt horrible for what I did to Jayy, and I didn't even bother trying to talk to anyone. I didn't deserve anyone's sympathy.
"Ok Andy that's enough." Ashley said, pulling apart the drapes of my bunk, making me cover my eyes with the inside of my elbow to block out the sudden light.
"Leave me alone Ash." I growled.
"No. You need to talk to Jake about his shitty behavior, then you need to patch things up with Jayy. Dahvie says he hasn't moved in the past two days except to use the restroom. He even had to hide all the alcohol from him."
I groaned and sat up, feeling immense guilt. "
[Andy's P.O.V.]
"Uh... Hey guys." I said, trying to fake cheerfullness, even though my heart was beating at about a million miles per hour and the word "shit" kept repeating over and over in my head, "I was just..." I trailed off after their stern stares.
"What the fuck Andy." Jake growled. Jake. Out of everyone I thought he'd be the most supportive of all this! Well, once I told that is..
"What do you mean Jake?" I asked, pain leaking into my voice.
"I mean that people call us faggots enough without you adding onto it!" he practically shouted, shaking with rage, "Do you really want more of our concerts to be ruined?!"
I felt as if a sle
Jayy slammed the door to the hotel room shut, looking down at Andy with a smirk.
"Hi there." he crooned, straddling the slim singer's waist.
Andy chuckled and smiled, "Well hello."
Jayy smiled and gently ran his fingers through Andy's raven colored hair, gently brushing his lips across his. Andy shivered slightly and wrapped his arms around Jayy's waist, pulling him tight against him. Jayy kissed him deeply, parting his lips with his own and exploring his boyfriend's mouth with his tongue, gently pushing him down onto the bed and lying on top of him.
"Jayy." Andy whispered as Jayy kissed down to his neck.
"Hmmmm?" he replied, nibbling on his
Andy woke up the next morning next to Jayy on his bunk. The bus was moving and he sat up.
"Jayy?" Andy said, nudging him awake. Jayy groaned and rolled over.
"What Andy?" he asked groggily.
"Why are we moving?"
Jayy sighed and sat up, running his fingers through his hair, "Because the bus left.." he yawned.
"Shit.. the guys are gonna be so pissed off at me.." Andy groaned.
"Nah. Dahvie told them we were hanging out and you crashed on our bus. They understood cuz they said you haven't been getting enough sleep lately." Jayy gave him a stern look, "Why haven't you been sleeping?"
"Sleeping on a bus is hard." Andy replied, "Especially whe
Andy walked out of the hotel and groaned, quickly putting on sunglasses.
His head was KILLING him, and the sun didn't help things much.
"Hey, where were you last night?" Ashley asked him as he got on the bus, "We tried to call you like 50 times. You didn't answer."
Andy took off his sunglasses and sat down, "I hung out with Jayy and got drunk off my ass. Any more questions?" he snapped.
Ashley busted up laughing, "Oh my God! That is HILARIOUS!" he yelled.
Andy flinched,"Shut it Ash!" he snapped.
CC walked in, "Do i sense a hang-over?" he asked with a grin.
Andy groaned and looked up at the ceiling, "I never give you guys shit when you'
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